written on; Sunday, August 31, 2008
8:44 PM |
these two days had been good
anytime anyday with him is goooodddd (:
anytime anyday with him is goooodddd (:
it was so good, that parting today was especially hard for us.
caught 4bia with him at cine yesterday, and it was freaking scary at the point of time.
(i think im getting more and more timid as i grow up. i used to watch horror movies with so both my eyes wide open, and now im practically not watching half the movie)
caught 4bia with him at cine yesterday, and it was freaking scary at the point of time.
(i think im getting more and more timid as i grow up. i used to watch horror movies with so both my eyes wide open, and now im practically not watching half the movie)
but thinking back, it isnt as scary anymore. it's like u gotta be there to feel it.
some parts of it were funny too
and we had a fun crowd at the threatre.
laugh tgth, scream tgth.lol.
before the movie, we chilled at crepes and cream
and i love the one im was having, some oreo crepes thing tt he ordered for me.
im pleasantly surprised tt he knows exactly what i like
sweetie treated me to crystal jade for dinner
(it was an all expenses paid by sweetie day cos he bought me a dress and a top too!!)
we wanted a chinese restaurant cos we got sick of western ones.
and i still think chinese restaurant are waayyy better and more worth it too.
we wanted nearly an hr before having a seat, so we..camwhored!
dinner was fab!
we love fish, and i love the way he helps me look out for fish bones! (:
hahahaha
caught wall-e today with him again,
and den headed back to his home.
i really really hate NS, and sundays cos it's his book in day
he wun be booking out next weekend, so it'll be another unbearable 12 days or so w/o seeing him agn.
he has been my motivation to survive sch on weekdays, cos i really look forward to spending time with him on weekends.
so i guess, this week will be harder to pass.
anyway, dinnered at his hm on sundays has been a norm to me
and his mum is nicceee.
i got abit emotional today before he books in, cos we were talking abt how much we hate our lives now. cos the time we spent tgth is freaking damn short.
and how much i wish he cud stop gg NS and i cud stop gg sch.
how much i wish we cud throw away our burdens and responsibilies, and do what we want.
but for our future, a future we both gonna to love, we've got to work hard now.
written on; Saturday, August 30, 2008
1:29 PM |
one of the many many outdated post...
9TH August
went for a hike up at the southern ridges from harbourfront mrt station
9TH August
went for a hike up at the southern ridges from harbourfront mrt station
it was a break from my montonous life,
and unlike my usual mornings, i woke up early, and join the crowd up the hike.
there were so many singaporeans hiking there,and yes on the national day.
there were so many singaporeans hiking there,and yes on the national day.
a group foto before our hike. everyone was still so hyped up.
with the henderson waves, and many many other singapore hikers at the back
up at the henderson waves
taking grp fotos with the structure of the bridge
andreas wanted to get into the mood of national day,so she brought along those stick-on tatoos
so andreas, my sis and i put them on our faces just for the fun of it.
we do look like we are at the national day parade.lol
i like the scenery in these fotos
jumping shot!
had our lunch at sushi tei before heading home.
written on; Friday, August 29, 2008
10:31 PM |
im feeling so unhappening in my life these days
but im fine with the life as it is now, cos i rather stay in my cosy safe home spending time with my mum or just lying on my bed, hugging my bolster and reading my notes den hanging out with ppl tt make me feel so terrible,
and make me feel that they are so fake
i have been trying my best, to accomodate you guys,
i wonder why am i always the one sacrificing, when you guys are not making a single effort
im not going to try anymore.
when favouritism arise prominently within a group of frens, the circle of frens will break.
why is there always someone more impt than others?
why have things become this way?
im grateful for her, to be in my life,
who has been there for me and easing my fears.
a fren whom i can always count on in school.
yet she isnt someone who i have always been very close with.
sometimes i luff at my own silliness, for treating someone like my best fren, but they dun treat me back the same way.
when things go wrong, they arent the ones who will stand by me.
sad to say, number of yrs of friendship isnt proportionate to the strength of the friendship.
i guess, i am nothing to them. so why bother?
im seriously pissed at B, stop acting like a damn slut, with no pride and principles.
im missing eelen and wanyan! (:
but im fine with the life as it is now, cos i rather stay in my cosy safe home spending time with my mum or just lying on my bed, hugging my bolster and reading my notes den hanging out with ppl tt make me feel so terrible,
and make me feel that they are so fake
i have been trying my best, to accomodate you guys,
i wonder why am i always the one sacrificing, when you guys are not making a single effort
im not going to try anymore.
when favouritism arise prominently within a group of frens, the circle of frens will break.
why is there always someone more impt than others?
why have things become this way?
im grateful for her, to be in my life,
who has been there for me and easing my fears.
a fren whom i can always count on in school.
yet she isnt someone who i have always been very close with.
sometimes i luff at my own silliness, for treating someone like my best fren, but they dun treat me back the same way.
when things go wrong, they arent the ones who will stand by me.
sad to say, number of yrs of friendship isnt proportionate to the strength of the friendship.
i guess, i am nothing to them. so why bother?
im seriously pissed at B, stop acting like a damn slut, with no pride and principles.
im missing eelen and wanyan! (:
written on; Wednesday, August 27, 2008
11:39 PM |
just had my first tuition with nichelle.
glad tt my first tuition went well,
the family is nice and easy going, and the gal isnt tt weak.
at least she isnt one of those naughty pampered hopeless kid
who duno her tenses, or her timetable.
i can see her effort, and she's so teachable.
i can see myself liking her(:
and the fee is goooodddd.
glad tt my first tuition went well,
the family is nice and easy going, and the gal isnt tt weak.
at least she isnt one of those naughty pampered hopeless kid
who duno her tenses, or her timetable.
i can see her effort, and she's so teachable.
i can see myself liking her(:
and the fee is goooodddd.
written on; Saturday, August 16, 2008
10:31 PM |
was out with sweetie today
the big rain and my spoilt shoes doesnt dampen our spirits, cos im loving his company(:
caught money no enuff 2 with him
i personally think that the show isnt tt fantastic, cos it's quite predictable
and so jack neo like.
famous for bringing out issues that singaporean can relate to, this show doesnt diasppoint me.
but those touching scenes were alr expected
and i find that there were more dialect used in this show as compared to the previous ones.
(i cant understand dialect for nuts, so i was reading the subtitles through out.),
and this time, i find that the criticism of the government is completely irrelevant in this show.
what seem to work and amaze the audience in the past shows doesnt nec mean it will work agn this time.
i find that the ERP prob was raised, was just because jack neo film die die must include criticising the government.
this show certainly lack smth refreshing.
Anyway, had our late lunch
(lunch was GREEAATTT by the way)
and yes, im a little blacker/darker/tanner than him
and he never fails to remind me how dark ive become, and how much he likes the fairer me.
well, i cant do anything now but the hide away from the sun as much as i can.
even his mum says i look like a muslim now :(
met up with cal, sher,jas, tiff and shan after tt
went for another round of movie- meet dave
it was superduper funny. was luffing so hard throughout the movie
it was a short movie though, luckily.
to sit through two movies in a day with less than 2 hrs break in between was smth memorable for me cos im not a movie type of person.hahaha.
i just cant sit still for so long.
dinner at manhattan fish market.
it was a random meet up, but still a nice one(:
written on; Friday, August 15, 2008
11:56 PM |
sweetie is finally back from his 10 days field camp. (:
got a bit thinner, if not, all else is good.
planned to meet him last night straight after his book out but it was too late
the last weekend when he was out was two weeks ago, and he was terribly sick with high fever.
accompanied him to the polyclinic and spent the whole day sponging him.
and one day later, he got to book in for his field camp
so his family and me were quite anxious to see him last night.
glad tt he's back in one piece, healthy and well, with a few bruises though.
he sat thru the lecture with me today, and how i wish he's in nus as well.
and he kept complaining tt ive become a blackie!!
NOTHING IS PERFECT.
got a bit thinner, if not, all else is good.
planned to meet him last night straight after his book out but it was too late
the last weekend when he was out was two weeks ago, and he was terribly sick with high fever.
accompanied him to the polyclinic and spent the whole day sponging him.
and one day later, he got to book in for his field camp
so his family and me were quite anxious to see him last night.
glad tt he's back in one piece, healthy and well, with a few bruises though.
he sat thru the lecture with me today, and how i wish he's in nus as well.
and he kept complaining tt ive become a blackie!!
NOTHING IS PERFECT.
written on; Thursday, August 14, 2008
12:54 PM |
it has been a long time since ive updated
nth much happened, and i dun wan to end up writing my post like, im still not used to uni life, or i feel so lonely in sch or smth along this line.
and all these wld just lead me to thinking if i'll be happier if i stay in ntu and if i regretted coming to NUS
nope, i haven been allowing myself to think this way, because i shld just move on and i shld alr feel fortunate to have a place in local uni with my results.
i shld just shut up and go there with an open mind.
so shut up shut up shut up!
anyway planning of tutorials is driving me crazy.
wanted to have a 3day week and keep my wed and thurs free(haha nope, not for mambo night pls)
but my frens are all choosing tutorials on wed, and i dun wan to go tutorials alone.
so go with frens and have a 4day week or go alone and have a 3day week?
but anyway, what motivates me to blog is my meet up with my frens yesterday
u guys cudnt imagine how happy i was after ALL the meet ups(:
ive nvr been so happy in such a long time alr.
the whole day was fab!
first to NUS with my sis, den shopped at IMM and den gg to NTU to meet my frens!
the moment i stepped into NTU, i heard a familiar voice calling my name, and i saw this silly grin on this familiar face.my mambo night partner.hahaha
it was so homely kind of feeling, as if someone welcome me back.haha, okay, im exaggerating.
and anyway, i met up with wanyan first.
we chatted at nie canteen, and it's like those good old times, catching up with each other's lives.
JIAYOU GAL! I MISS YOU SO MUCH (:
met up with yuan after tt and crashed hall 4.
it's a cosy room and it's so much better than hall 7, the one i stayed in during my hss camp.
if i really stayed in NTU tt time, i duno if i cud get used to the hall life
i have to do so many things myself, which is so unlike of me.
but the freedom i'll gain is such an incentive and i guess i'll feel more attached to the sch since it will really be my second home.unlike nus
but but but saying all these is pointless now.
stayed for a while only before gg to canteen a to meet my og(:
they are so sweet, cos they organise this gathering when they noe i'll be coming over(:(:
nt all cud make it though, cos two of the guys got into hall pageant so they nid to reherease.
din noe my og guys are tt...eligible!hahaha.
dinner at subway, and we chatted, bitched and gossiped.
i love our gossiping session!
and it was torco's one month anni!hahaha.
chilled till 9plus before heading home.
and and...i'll be gg over there agn next wed, and staying in hall!
whether it's gg to be mambo, staying over yuan's or cassie hall, it's gg to be fun!whee~
so happy that they welcome me with open arms! (:
cant wait for next wed! (:(:
and i cudnt resist not puting up a foto of TORCO to end this post.
they make my day(:
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reply tag:
xueting-vk: yup, they do check the tixs. what happened tt time was that the officer dun allow the 5 of us to go up the bus with 4 tixs, because there were a few families with the same situation behind us. and if he let us up, he wld have to let the other families up too. we gave up arguing after a while, and got out of the queue. and then after a while, we got in the queue agn after the checking tix pt, cos it got a bit messy and my bf's mum was saying tt they were closing one eye too cos they dun wan so many prob, yet they cudnt say they allowed us to go up too cos that wasnt the correct thing to do. hahaha
nth much happened, and i dun wan to end up writing my post like, im still not used to uni life, or i feel so lonely in sch or smth along this line.
and all these wld just lead me to thinking if i'll be happier if i stay in ntu and if i regretted coming to NUS
nope, i haven been allowing myself to think this way, because i shld just move on and i shld alr feel fortunate to have a place in local uni with my results.
i shld just shut up and go there with an open mind.
so shut up shut up shut up!
anyway planning of tutorials is driving me crazy.
wanted to have a 3day week and keep my wed and thurs free(haha nope, not for mambo night pls)
but my frens are all choosing tutorials on wed, and i dun wan to go tutorials alone.
so go with frens and have a 4day week or go alone and have a 3day week?
but anyway, what motivates me to blog is my meet up with my frens yesterday
u guys cudnt imagine how happy i was after ALL the meet ups(:
ive nvr been so happy in such a long time alr.
the whole day was fab!
first to NUS with my sis, den shopped at IMM and den gg to NTU to meet my frens!
the moment i stepped into NTU, i heard a familiar voice calling my name, and i saw this silly grin on this familiar face.my mambo night partner.hahaha
it was so homely kind of feeling, as if someone welcome me back.haha, okay, im exaggerating.
and anyway, i met up with wanyan first.
we chatted at nie canteen, and it's like those good old times, catching up with each other's lives.
JIAYOU GAL! I MISS YOU SO MUCH (:
met up with yuan after tt and crashed hall 4.
it's a cosy room and it's so much better than hall 7, the one i stayed in during my hss camp.
if i really stayed in NTU tt time, i duno if i cud get used to the hall life
i have to do so many things myself, which is so unlike of me.
but the freedom i'll gain is such an incentive and i guess i'll feel more attached to the sch since it will really be my second home.
but but but saying all these is pointless now.
stayed for a while only before gg to canteen a to meet my og(:
they are so sweet, cos they organise this gathering when they noe i'll be coming over(:(:
nt all cud make it though, cos two of the guys got into hall pageant so they nid to reherease.
din noe my og guys are tt...eligible!hahaha.
dinner at subway, and we chatted, bitched and gossiped.
i love our gossiping session!
and it was torco's one month anni!hahaha.
chilled till 9plus before heading home.
and and...i'll be gg over there agn next wed, and staying in hall!
whether it's gg to be mambo, staying over yuan's or cassie hall, it's gg to be fun!whee~
so happy that they welcome me with open arms! (:
cant wait for next wed! (:(:
and i cudnt resist not puting up a foto of TORCO to end this post.
they make my day(:
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reply tag:
xueting-vk: yup, they do check the tixs. what happened tt time was that the officer dun allow the 5 of us to go up the bus with 4 tixs, because there were a few families with the same situation behind us. and if he let us up, he wld have to let the other families up too. we gave up arguing after a while, and got out of the queue. and then after a while, we got in the queue agn after the checking tix pt, cos it got a bit messy and my bf's mum was saying tt they were closing one eye too cos they dun wan so many prob, yet they cudnt say they allowed us to go up too cos that wasnt the correct thing to do. hahaha